mm lagi gga ada kerjaan nii .
gw kasih list quotation n lirik lagu aja deh yang menurut gue cukup in buat gue saat nii :
you may say i'm a dreamer , but i'm not the only one - imagine [john lennon]
i knew i love you before i met you - savage garden
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all - the used
i'll be there when your heart stop beating - +44
i won't suffer be broken get tired or wasted surrender to nothing or give up what i started and stopped it from end to beginning a new day is comming and i am finally free - 30 seconds to mars
whatever ... - squall leonhart
hahaha ... agak gga jelas memang postingan kali ini ... yah maklumin aja dahh ... lagi autis namanya juga :DD
P.S : satu kalimat aja buat the ATTENTION SEEKER . GUE GGA PEDULI . whatever deh lu mau nunjukkin apaan . it's nothing to do with me ok . go to hell aj deh . hahahaha :DD
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
at last . it's finished ! haha :DD
31 december 2008
well tepat pada jam jam 6 pagian akhirnya gue selesai juga ngerjain tugas-ngehe-sialan dari si hagemaru kampret itu . haha . setelah perjuangan berat semaleman , melawan panik dan lain lain akhirnya tugas itu terselesaikan juga , thanks god !
special thanks to her yang udah bangunin gue jam 3 pagi buat ngerjain tugas sialan ini . thanks n ... yah itulah :)
mm . rencananya hari ini gue mau ke telkomsel ama xl untuk ngewawancarain humasnya buat tugas akhir interview . huff . ternyata tugas yang satu kelar tapi tugas yang laen masih banyak . n guess what ? tanggal 5 gue udah UAS . ok perfect . doain aja yah mudah mudahan IP gue semester ini bisa 3 . amiiin :DD
mau nulis banyak tapi waktu sedikit . kea.a segini dulu aja deh . oia beberapa hari ini gue samasekali gga buat kata kata nih . otak lagi blank . jadi gga ada kata kata yang ngalir . so , tungguin aja yah lirik lirik gga jelas dari gue di postingan berikutnya .
have a nice day all :DD
best regards : hariz.screamous
P.S : flashdisk gue ilang waktu kemaren maen futsal di gading futsal . bagi pihak yang menemukannya tolong kembalikan flashdsk itu ke alamat yang tertera dibawah ini . huhuhu T.T
well tepat pada jam jam 6 pagian akhirnya gue selesai juga ngerjain tugas-ngehe-sialan dari si hagemaru kampret itu . haha . setelah perjuangan berat semaleman , melawan panik dan lain lain akhirnya tugas itu terselesaikan juga , thanks god !
special thanks to her yang udah bangunin gue jam 3 pagi buat ngerjain tugas sialan ini . thanks n ... yah itulah :)
mm . rencananya hari ini gue mau ke telkomsel ama xl untuk ngewawancarain humasnya buat tugas akhir interview . huff . ternyata tugas yang satu kelar tapi tugas yang laen masih banyak . n guess what ? tanggal 5 gue udah UAS . ok perfect . doain aja yah mudah mudahan IP gue semester ini bisa 3 . amiiin :DD
mau nulis banyak tapi waktu sedikit . kea.a segini dulu aja deh . oia beberapa hari ini gue samasekali gga buat kata kata nih . otak lagi blank . jadi gga ada kata kata yang ngalir . so , tungguin aja yah lirik lirik gga jelas dari gue di postingan berikutnya .
have a nice day all :DD
best regards : hariz.screamous
P.S : flashdisk gue ilang waktu kemaren maen futsal di gading futsal . bagi pihak yang menemukannya tolong kembalikan flashdsk itu ke alamat yang tertera dibawah ini . huhuhu T.T
Monday, December 29, 2008
i'm not an EMO !
haha . pagi pagi udah ada aja yang buat gue ketawa . ada oknum diluar sana yang nyangka gue sebagai anak emo . mm gga afdol kalo gue cuma nybut sekali , okeh sekali lagi , ada oknum diluar sana yang nyangka gue seabagai anak emo . hahaha .
satu kalimat aja deh buat dia : you're sadly mistaken dude
gue bukan anak emo . gue cuma anak kamaran yang suka aja ama music emo . beda ama anak G4OL macem lau yang hobinya tiap malem nge BL ama ngedrunk .
mm . jadi kronologisnya gini . tadi pagi gue dapet kabar mengejutkan itu [agak lebay] dari seseorang yang saat ini mungkin lagi jalan jalan ama temen sma.a ke daerah jakarta utara , sebut saja bunga [bukan nama yang sebenarnya n iya gue tau kalo gue gga kreatip] . dan guess what fellas ? si bunga bilang kalo TEMEN dia ada yang ngejudge gw as an emo guy . what a crap . padahal tuh orang cuma liad gue dari fs doank . n dia udah ngejudge gue kea gitu . n gga cuma itu . tuh orang yang di fs.a tergabung ama community yang dulunya namanya "DUCK" [oh man .. agak norak gga sih namanya ?] juga nyangka kalo gw in a relationship ama si bunga inii . haha . gue harep sii gitu :p
mm . i really really hope that this entry will be read by that man . nii ciri2nya dy :
. di fs tergabung di community yang dulu.a namanya "DUCK" [oh mann .. merinding gue dengernya..] n sekarang jadi singkatan gitu .
. anak G4OL . haha . maybe dahhh .
. tinggal di daerah ... mm ... di deket UI aj deh biar gga terlalu jujur :p
. mm banyak lagi siih . tapi gga bisa gue ceritain dahh . cz menyangkut privacy si bunga sendiri .
mm itu aja maybe . n once again :
i'm not an emoo guy and you're sadly mistaken .
sip ? i think that enough maybe .
oia . don't judge the boobs from the bra eh i means don't judge the book from the cover okeh ?
haha :DD
P.S : daerah kota tuh banyak copetnya . hati hati yah . kalo perlu pasangin aja jebakan beruang di dompet . jadi kalo ada yang mau ngambil dompet km . langsung kena tuh jari orang yang mau ngambil :DD
have a nice day for you :DD
satu kalimat aja deh buat dia : you're sadly mistaken dude
gue bukan anak emo . gue cuma anak kamaran yang suka aja ama music emo . beda ama anak G4OL macem lau yang hobinya tiap malem nge BL ama ngedrunk .
mm . jadi kronologisnya gini . tadi pagi gue dapet kabar mengejutkan itu [agak lebay] dari seseorang yang saat ini mungkin lagi jalan jalan ama temen sma.a ke daerah jakarta utara , sebut saja bunga [bukan nama yang sebenarnya n iya gue tau kalo gue gga kreatip] . dan guess what fellas ? si bunga bilang kalo TEMEN dia ada yang ngejudge gw as an emo guy . what a crap . padahal tuh orang cuma liad gue dari fs doank . n dia udah ngejudge gue kea gitu . n gga cuma itu . tuh orang yang di fs.a tergabung ama community yang dulunya namanya "DUCK" [oh man .. agak norak gga sih namanya ?] juga nyangka kalo gw in a relationship ama si bunga inii . haha . gue harep sii gitu :p
mm . i really really hope that this entry will be read by that man . nii ciri2nya dy :
. di fs tergabung di community yang dulu.a namanya "DUCK" [oh mann .. merinding gue dengernya..] n sekarang jadi singkatan gitu .
. anak G4OL . haha . maybe dahhh .
. tinggal di daerah ... mm ... di deket UI aj deh biar gga terlalu jujur :p
. mm banyak lagi siih . tapi gga bisa gue ceritain dahh . cz menyangkut privacy si bunga sendiri .
mm itu aja maybe . n once again :
i'm not an emoo guy and you're sadly mistaken .
sip ? i think that enough maybe .
oia . don't judge the boobs from the bra eh i means don't judge the book from the cover okeh ?
haha :DD
P.S : daerah kota tuh banyak copetnya . hati hati yah . kalo perlu pasangin aja jebakan beruang di dompet . jadi kalo ada yang mau ngambil dompet km . langsung kena tuh jari orang yang mau ngambil :DD
have a nice day for you :DD
assignment really makes me fucked up !
hmm . kalo gga salah hari ini gue bangun jam stengah 6 an gitu . sempet bengong bentaran garuk garuk pala kea orang cengo . n akhirnya gue sadar akan fakta yang sangat sangat sangat bikin gue panik . guess what ?
okeh gue baru inget kalo tugas penulisan naskah kehumasan gue belom-samasekali-ngerjain-tuh-tugas-ngehe . dan tugas itu harusnya dikumpul besok tepat pada pukul 10 pagi besok . which means gue cuma punya waktu kurang lebih 26 jam lagi untuk ngerjain . n mungkin bagi lo 26 jam adalah waktu yang cukup . tapi buat gue . 26 jam itu sama aja kea bunuh diri !
hah ! gokil bgd . disuruh buat artikel masa depan sama feature yang temanya pahlawanku . please jangan tanya gue apa maksudnya . karena gue sendiri gga ngerti . dan gga cuma itu , karena kebodohan gue . smalem gue ketiduran dari jam 10 malem mpe jam 5 pagi dengan keadaan leptop dan tv masih nyala . once again LAPTOP dan TV masih nyala . kalo diitungitung , gue nyalain tuh dua benda sial sekitar 10 jam an lah tanpa gue matiin . tv sih gga masalah . leptopnya ini yang problem . well pas gw pegang tuh perut [baca : bagian kibord] leptop . waw . it's fvckin hot man ! gue panik . jujur gue gga pernah megang leptop mpe sepanas itu . dan gue smalem juga lupa masang cooler fan dibawahnya . okeh satu kata buat gue : BEGO .
mm . right now gue lagi berusaha nyelesain tugas penulisan naskah kehumasan yang dosen mirip hagemaru . feature dah rampung . tinggal buat artikel masa depan doank nih . bingung gue . masa depan gue mau jadi apa iiah ?
germo ? pasti gga boleh ama nyokap ..
musisi ? mauuu . mm , tapi kea.a gga mungkin deh ..
penulis ? mm . worth to try ..
psikolog ? haha . kasian pasiennya kalo gue jadi psikolognya ..
PR ? gga minat ..
well any suggestion ?
saat ini sih gue lagi focus mau jadi penulis .. why ? soalnya beberapa orang yang deket ama gue juga nyuruh gue jadi penulis . sebut aja seseorang disana suka banged ama cumi tepung goreng . haha [mudah2an dy baca deh] :p , dy ikud2an nyuruh gue jadi penulis setelah gue ceritain kalo temen2 gue banyak yang recommend me to do it . haha dasar jyeg :DD
mm . kea.a udah dulu deh . kalo gue blogger trus kapan gue ngerjain tugasnya ?
see yaa all wish me luck aj deh .
note : hape jadul gue kemaren jatoh dengan sukses . layarnya ilang . so buat temen2 gue , num m3 gue gga aktip . hubungin axis ue aja .
okok ?
best regards : hariz.screamous
okeh gue baru inget kalo tugas penulisan naskah kehumasan gue belom-samasekali-ngerjain-tuh-tugas-ngehe . dan tugas itu harusnya dikumpul besok tepat pada pukul 10 pagi besok . which means gue cuma punya waktu kurang lebih 26 jam lagi untuk ngerjain . n mungkin bagi lo 26 jam adalah waktu yang cukup . tapi buat gue . 26 jam itu sama aja kea bunuh diri !
hah ! gokil bgd . disuruh buat artikel masa depan sama feature yang temanya pahlawanku . please jangan tanya gue apa maksudnya . karena gue sendiri gga ngerti . dan gga cuma itu , karena kebodohan gue . smalem gue ketiduran dari jam 10 malem mpe jam 5 pagi dengan keadaan leptop dan tv masih nyala . once again LAPTOP dan TV masih nyala . kalo diitungitung , gue nyalain tuh dua benda sial sekitar 10 jam an lah tanpa gue matiin . tv sih gga masalah . leptopnya ini yang problem . well pas gw pegang tuh perut [baca : bagian kibord] leptop . waw . it's fvckin hot man ! gue panik . jujur gue gga pernah megang leptop mpe sepanas itu . dan gue smalem juga lupa masang cooler fan dibawahnya . okeh satu kata buat gue : BEGO .
mm . right now gue lagi berusaha nyelesain tugas penulisan naskah kehumasan yang dosen mirip hagemaru . feature dah rampung . tinggal buat artikel masa depan doank nih . bingung gue . masa depan gue mau jadi apa iiah ?
germo ? pasti gga boleh ama nyokap ..
musisi ? mauuu . mm , tapi kea.a gga mungkin deh ..
penulis ? mm . worth to try ..
psikolog ? haha . kasian pasiennya kalo gue jadi psikolognya ..
PR ? gga minat ..
well any suggestion ?
saat ini sih gue lagi focus mau jadi penulis .. why ? soalnya beberapa orang yang deket ama gue juga nyuruh gue jadi penulis . sebut aja seseorang disana suka banged ama cumi tepung goreng . haha [mudah2an dy baca deh] :p , dy ikud2an nyuruh gue jadi penulis setelah gue ceritain kalo temen2 gue banyak yang recommend me to do it . haha dasar jyeg :DD
mm . kea.a udah dulu deh . kalo gue blogger trus kapan gue ngerjain tugasnya ?
see yaa all wish me luck aj deh .
note : hape jadul gue kemaren jatoh dengan sukses . layarnya ilang . so buat temen2 gue , num m3 gue gga aktip . hubungin axis ue aja .
okok ?
best regards : hariz.screamous
Sunday, December 28, 2008
postingan gga guna T.T
hmm . postingan kali ini bener bener gga guna .
gue posting ini di kamar pada jam 1.33 p.m dalam keadaan rumah sedang kosong .
gue ngetik sambil minum teh kotak ditemenin ama kacang.a garuda .
gue juga bingung sebenernya mau ngetik apaan kali nii .
nulis lirik lagu ?
lagi gga ada kata kata yang ngalir .
ngejokes ?
lagi gga mud . so ?
oia , gue mau ngereview liburan gue dari hari kamis aja deh .
so here it goes :
kamis 25 desember 2008
pagi pagi keluarga gue udah take opp ke palembang . which means gue home alone mpe tanggal 30 .
yep . bangun tidur dengan ekspektasi bahwa gue bakal dikasih uang makan yang banyak selama 5 hari dibuyarkan begitu aja ketika nyokap gue cuma ngasih gue uang 150 ribu . well , mungkin hal ini terkait dengan hilangnya hape bokap gue sehari sebelomnya . tapi tetep aja bro .
5 days just with 150 ribu ? itu suicide namanya !
tapi untung kaka gue yang baik hati nambahin lagi gocap jadi 200 ribu .
well average lah .
seharian gue maen wii ol smsan sama ngubek2 leptop doank .
trus jam 3 an gue latian band di kandang selama 2 jam . trus malemnya dua orang imbisil pada nginep di rumah gue .
gue biarin aja deh mereka homoan berdua di kamar gue sementara gue tidur di kamar bonyok . haha .
semaleman gw cuma sms an . cz gga bisa nelpon dikarenakan situasi yang tidak kondusif .
tragedi malam itu : ada tipi jatoh di sebuah hotel di kawasan bandung .
hahaha . gue juga gga ngerti tuh gimana jatohnya :DD
jumat 26 desember 2008
pagi2 bangun karena sms , langsung dh telepon an ama orang yg sms gue . sementara dua mahluk idiot yang nginep di rumah gue masih ml Ämakan lemperÑ di kamar gue . abis nelpon , gue usir tuh dua mahluk sial ituh , haha . maen wii dari pagi ampe sore . skip solat jumat , skip sarapan , skip mandi , skip boker , skip semualah demi maen prince of persia . haha .
malemnya gue maen ke tempat temen gue : manto / afgung / imbisil . niatnya cuma maen , tapi berhubung malem itu malem sial buat gue . tepat jam 11 malem niatnya gue mau balik , tapi tuhan berkata lain . ban motor vario gue bocor . okeh thanks god for your gift . gue nelp bokap di palembang . niatnya pengen jujur kalo nii malem rumah kosong dikarenakan gue terjebak di rumah temen . tapi bokap dengan jumawa malah ngomel2 ma gue dengan kebisuannya . sip , gue jadi ngerasa guilty banged dah .
CRAP !
sabtu 27 n minggu 28 desember 2008
sumpah gga ada yang bisa gue critain untuk dua hari ini . mungkin cuma waktu malem minggu gue dateng ke acara temen yang gga guna . bis itu gue nelp dy n berulang2 ngucapin kata sakti buat nenangin dy . yah itu doank maybe .
oia sama hari minggu akhirnya gue namatin game prince of persia . yang ternyata endingnya sumpah-najis-taik-gga banged deh ... game.a seru tapi kenapa endingnya begitu ?
oia satu lagi . pada minggu malem seperti biasa gue nelp dia , dan disitu gue n dy nyanyi bareng lagu savage garden - i knew i love . mungkin dy gga ngerasa apa apa . tapi nih lagu sumpah-beneran-jujur ngena banged buat gue . yang pada akhirnya gue hanya bisa bilang "sayang kamu" ke dia .
hmmm :)
senen 29 desember 2008
tadi pagi gue bangun jam 7 . sumpah bingung mau ngapain , akhirnya gue maen medal of honor bentaran . pas udah pusing gue ke kamar n nulis postingan gga guna ini .
*fin*
gue posting ini di kamar pada jam 1.33 p.m dalam keadaan rumah sedang kosong .
gue ngetik sambil minum teh kotak ditemenin ama kacang.a garuda .
gue juga bingung sebenernya mau ngetik apaan kali nii .
nulis lirik lagu ?
lagi gga ada kata kata yang ngalir .
ngejokes ?
lagi gga mud . so ?
oia , gue mau ngereview liburan gue dari hari kamis aja deh .
so here it goes :
kamis 25 desember 2008
pagi pagi keluarga gue udah take opp ke palembang . which means gue home alone mpe tanggal 30 .
yep . bangun tidur dengan ekspektasi bahwa gue bakal dikasih uang makan yang banyak selama 5 hari dibuyarkan begitu aja ketika nyokap gue cuma ngasih gue uang 150 ribu . well , mungkin hal ini terkait dengan hilangnya hape bokap gue sehari sebelomnya . tapi tetep aja bro .
5 days just with 150 ribu ? itu suicide namanya !
tapi untung kaka gue yang baik hati nambahin lagi gocap jadi 200 ribu .
well average lah .
seharian gue maen wii ol smsan sama ngubek2 leptop doank .
trus jam 3 an gue latian band di kandang selama 2 jam . trus malemnya dua orang imbisil pada nginep di rumah gue .
gue biarin aja deh mereka homoan berdua di kamar gue sementara gue tidur di kamar bonyok . haha .
semaleman gw cuma sms an . cz gga bisa nelpon dikarenakan situasi yang tidak kondusif .
tragedi malam itu : ada tipi jatoh di sebuah hotel di kawasan bandung .
hahaha . gue juga gga ngerti tuh gimana jatohnya :DD
jumat 26 desember 2008
pagi2 bangun karena sms , langsung dh telepon an ama orang yg sms gue . sementara dua mahluk idiot yang nginep di rumah gue masih ml Ämakan lemperÑ di kamar gue . abis nelpon , gue usir tuh dua mahluk sial ituh , haha . maen wii dari pagi ampe sore . skip solat jumat , skip sarapan , skip mandi , skip boker , skip semualah demi maen prince of persia . haha .
malemnya gue maen ke tempat temen gue : manto / afgung / imbisil . niatnya cuma maen , tapi berhubung malem itu malem sial buat gue . tepat jam 11 malem niatnya gue mau balik , tapi tuhan berkata lain . ban motor vario gue bocor . okeh thanks god for your gift . gue nelp bokap di palembang . niatnya pengen jujur kalo nii malem rumah kosong dikarenakan gue terjebak di rumah temen . tapi bokap dengan jumawa malah ngomel2 ma gue dengan kebisuannya . sip , gue jadi ngerasa guilty banged dah .
CRAP !
sabtu 27 n minggu 28 desember 2008
sumpah gga ada yang bisa gue critain untuk dua hari ini . mungkin cuma waktu malem minggu gue dateng ke acara temen yang gga guna . bis itu gue nelp dy n berulang2 ngucapin kata sakti buat nenangin dy . yah itu doank maybe .
oia sama hari minggu akhirnya gue namatin game prince of persia . yang ternyata endingnya sumpah-najis-taik-gga banged deh ... game.a seru tapi kenapa endingnya begitu ?
oia satu lagi . pada minggu malem seperti biasa gue nelp dia , dan disitu gue n dy nyanyi bareng lagu savage garden - i knew i love . mungkin dy gga ngerasa apa apa . tapi nih lagu sumpah-beneran-jujur ngena banged buat gue . yang pada akhirnya gue hanya bisa bilang "sayang kamu" ke dia .
hmmm :)
senen 29 desember 2008
tadi pagi gue bangun jam 7 . sumpah bingung mau ngapain , akhirnya gue maen medal of honor bentaran . pas udah pusing gue ke kamar n nulis postingan gga guna ini .
*fin*
Saturday, December 27, 2008
TEARS & BLOOD
.:: tears and blood ::.
it's painful when i see you with him .
tease and laugh each others .
it's hurts so much here deep inside my heart .
when you hold his hand tightly on your arm .
it's makes me thinks that it's pointless .
to put my hope on you .
but when you cried to me .
and tell me all your burden .
and when your tears drop .
right in front of my eyes .
my brain was stuck into one decision .
i couldn't lie .
that this heart is still need you .
i wanna be a part of your blood .
i wanna be a part of your tears .
i hate to see you cry .
i can't stand to see you suffer .
the yesterdays feelings .
will become an eternal feelings .
this feelings will not dying .
til this hearts surely stops beating .
i know .
maybe i'm not the only one for you .
but i swore .
that you are the only one for me .
it's painful when i see you with him .
tease and laugh each others .
it's hurts so much here deep inside my heart .
when you hold his hand tightly on your arm .
it's makes me thinks that it's pointless .
to put my hope on you .
but when you cried to me .
and tell me all your burden .
and when your tears drop .
right in front of my eyes .
my brain was stuck into one decision .
i couldn't lie .
that this heart is still need you .
i wanna be a part of your blood .
i wanna be a part of your tears .
i hate to see you cry .
i can't stand to see you suffer .
the yesterdays feelings .
will become an eternal feelings .
this feelings will not dying .
til this hearts surely stops beating .
i know .
maybe i'm not the only one for you .
but i swore .
that you are the only one for me .
KILL ME SOFTLY
# kill me . softly # [sunday 11/30/2008 , alone in my room]
i'm standing here waitin' for you.
when you sad, feelin' down, and lonely.
when you need someone to share with.
when you need someone to undesrstand you better.
you say you need me this night.
i'll waitin' vo you under the street lamp.
hours by hours get passed.
still, i can't see you coming.
as long as i'm alive.
as the blood flow inside my skin.
as my eyes still preserve it sight on you.
i'll be there to make your smile appear..
beautifully..
i still waitin' in the darkness.
waitin' vo you to shared it with me.
alone. with no one beside me.
but i still can't see you coming.
it's hurt so much in here.
waitin' vo you to come.
are you want to kill me this way.
just kill me . KILL ME RIGHT NOW !
as long as i'm alive.
as the blood flow inside my skin.
as my eyes still preserve it sight on you.
i'll be there to make your smile appear..
beautifully..
i tried to become a new self.
but nothin' seemed to change.
i hate my pity self.
i wanna died right in front of your eyes.
i want you to know.
all i wanted is you.
no else.
so if you don't want to see me again.
just kill me. kill me softly with your beautiful kisses.
as long as i'm alive.
as the blood flow inside my skin.
as my eyes still preserve it sight on you.
i'll be there to make your smile appear..
beautifully..
i'm standing here waitin' for you.
when you sad, feelin' down, and lonely.
when you need someone to share with.
when you need someone to undesrstand you better.
you say you need me this night.
i'll waitin' vo you under the street lamp.
hours by hours get passed.
still, i can't see you coming.
as long as i'm alive.
as the blood flow inside my skin.
as my eyes still preserve it sight on you.
i'll be there to make your smile appear..
beautifully..
i still waitin' in the darkness.
waitin' vo you to shared it with me.
alone. with no one beside me.
but i still can't see you coming.
it's hurt so much in here.
waitin' vo you to come.
are you want to kill me this way.
just kill me . KILL ME RIGHT NOW !
as long as i'm alive.
as the blood flow inside my skin.
as my eyes still preserve it sight on you.
i'll be there to make your smile appear..
beautifully..
i tried to become a new self.
but nothin' seemed to change.
i hate my pity self.
i wanna died right in front of your eyes.
i want you to know.
all i wanted is you.
no else.
so if you don't want to see me again.
just kill me. kill me softly with your beautiful kisses.
as long as i'm alive.
as the blood flow inside my skin.
as my eyes still preserve it sight on you.
i'll be there to make your smile appear..
beautifully..
TEARS
# TEARS #
this night seems to be past slower than a usual ..
the hourglass ticking as slow as it should be ..
leave the sadness with me ..
leave the tears within your eyes ..
why ?
is it because of IT ?
huh .. i'm not sure of it ..
maybe the night will answer itself ..
so save your tears for later ..
save it for your happiness moment in u'r life ..
don't waste it for a thing like that ..
i know u can do it ..
i'm just a loser ..
not a though one ..
all i can give for you is just my useless words ..
nothin' more ..
this night seems to be past slower than a usual ..
the hourglass ticking as slow as it should be ..
leave the sadness with me ..
leave the tears within your eyes ..
why ?
is it because of IT ?
huh .. i'm not sure of it ..
maybe the night will answer itself ..
so save your tears for later ..
save it for your happiness moment in u'r life ..
don't waste it for a thing like that ..
i know u can do it ..
i'm just a loser ..
not a though one ..
all i can give for you is just my useless words ..
nothin' more ..
Monday, December 22, 2008
it's all over now ... farewell ...
it's all over now ...
i'll not regret about what i said to you last night ...
thanks vo all the night you shared to me ...
it's nice to know you better ...
it's an honour to me to love you that way ...
remember ... i'll always pray the best vo you ...
and always hope that he could make you happy more than i ...
i won't say goodbye to you ...
but i'll say farewell ...
why ...
because if someday you'll need me again ...
i'll be right there ...
waitin' vo you ...
trust me :)
for now ... farewell ...
i'll not regret about what i said to you last night ...
thanks vo all the night you shared to me ...
it's nice to know you better ...
it's an honour to me to love you that way ...
remember ... i'll always pray the best vo you ...
and always hope that he could make you happy more than i ...
i won't say goodbye to you ...
but i'll say farewell ...
why ...
because if someday you'll need me again ...
i'll be right there ...
waitin' vo you ...
trust me :)
for now ... farewell ...
Sunday, December 21, 2008
i'll not forget you because i'm not intended to do so ..
now that you have found your new diary ..
i wanna disappear from your life ..
it's not like that i hate you ..
i can't hate you ..
it's better for me to hate myself than hate you ..
i hope you are happy now ..
that you have found someone that can replace him ..
eventhough that someone wasn't me ..
i'll try my best to happy for you too .. although my soul was dying .. suffer .. and break into a thousand pieces ..
just remember .. i'll always be there when you need me AGAIN ..
i wanna disappear from your life ..
it's not like that i hate you ..
i can't hate you ..
it's better for me to hate myself than hate you ..
i hope you are happy now ..
that you have found someone that can replace him ..
eventhough that someone wasn't me ..
i'll try my best to happy for you too .. although my soul was dying .. suffer .. and break into a thousand pieces ..
just remember .. i'll always be there when you need me AGAIN ..
a lil talk about death ..
the handwritten below is inspired by friends of mine :
ada yg pernah inget sebuah quotation yg mnyatakan bhwa :
someday we'll be surely dead ..
yep ..
suatu saat qt pasti akan mati ..
bisa malem ini .. besok .. lusa .. minggu dpan .. ntar pagi .. nobody knows .. include ourselves .. gga akan ad yg tau ..
tp kenapa qt seolah gga pduli ama kmatian ? DAN hanya berorientasi pada khidupan ?
aren't we afraid of sin ? i'm sure that all of you is afraid of it ..
tp qt bersikap seakan2 gga takut sama dosa ..
qt itu sombong .. mnganggap bisa ngelewatin smua.a dngan mudah ..
DAN disaat kita gga bs ngelewatin SALAH SATU aj .. bru dh qt inget TUHAN ..
gue jg kadang pity ama diri gue ndiri .. yg sok akan sgala hal .. pdahal gue itu nothing ! .. bukan siapa siapa DAN bukan apa apa ..
well .. knapa gw post comment kea gini ?
gw bkn mo nyari sensasi simpatik and all of those shitty things !
gw cm ngerasa kalo gue itu BODOH ..
useless and also worthless ..
sip ? no more reasons .. just like that ..
hariz.screamous : not an ordinary AUTISM was .... WHATEVER ...
ada yg pernah inget sebuah quotation yg mnyatakan bhwa :
someday we'll be surely dead ..
yep ..
suatu saat qt pasti akan mati ..
bisa malem ini .. besok .. lusa .. minggu dpan .. ntar pagi .. nobody knows .. include ourselves .. gga akan ad yg tau ..
tp kenapa qt seolah gga pduli ama kmatian ? DAN hanya berorientasi pada khidupan ?
aren't we afraid of sin ? i'm sure that all of you is afraid of it ..
tp qt bersikap seakan2 gga takut sama dosa ..
qt itu sombong .. mnganggap bisa ngelewatin smua.a dngan mudah ..
DAN disaat kita gga bs ngelewatin SALAH SATU aj .. bru dh qt inget TUHAN ..
gue jg kadang pity ama diri gue ndiri .. yg sok akan sgala hal .. pdahal gue itu nothing ! .. bukan siapa siapa DAN bukan apa apa ..
well .. knapa gw post comment kea gini ?
gw bkn mo nyari sensasi simpatik and all of those shitty things !
gw cm ngerasa kalo gue itu BODOH ..
useless and also worthless ..
sip ? no more reasons .. just like that ..
hariz.screamous : not an ordinary AUTISM was .... WHATEVER ...
Saturday, December 6, 2008
is kakashi truly dead ????
wew . jangan mati dong . gw fans berat dy nih !
hah ! kishimoto kacau ah . udah jiraiya masa kakashi mati juga sih !
*raise the middle finger*
hah ! kishimoto kacau ah . udah jiraiya masa kakashi mati juga sih !
*raise the middle finger*
Thursday, December 4, 2008
a lil bit about me . [part 2]
this is the part two about my fvckin' self .
hahaha .
let's get started :
i'm a music addict . and an amateur guitar player . with nirvana or kurt cobain on my direction . oia . my band [thief] is full with an idiot people ! including me , of course . but i'm not an idiot . i'm an autism .
hahahaha xD
mai band pics [you can laugh as hard as you can xp]:
hmmm . my life ?
my life used to be full of loneliness . but now , i'm far from lonely dong !
:)
now i've found the missing pieces . i'll try my best to get it .
just wish me luck yes !
:DD
huffh . i think that's enough vo a loser like me . if you want to know me better .
just check my :
friendster on : hariz.hopeless@yahoo.com . or just . click here . to proceed .
see ya all ...
hahaha .
let's get started :
i'm a music addict . and an amateur guitar player . with nirvana or kurt cobain on my direction . oia . my band [thief] is full with an idiot people ! including me , of course . but i'm not an idiot . i'm an autism .
hahahaha xD
mai band pics [you can laugh as hard as you can xp]:
hmmm . my life ?
my life used to be full of loneliness . but now , i'm far from lonely dong !
:)
now i've found the missing pieces . i'll try my best to get it .
just wish me luck yes !
:DD
huffh . i think that's enough vo a loser like me . if you want to know me better .
just check my :
friendster on : hariz.hopeless@yahoo.com . or just . click here . to proceed .
see ya all ...
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
a bad day ? whatever ...
wednesday , 3 december 2008 .
this day i woke up early at 05.30 a.m . not sent her a message .
went to my friends house til 8.00 a.m .
sleeping vo a while from 9.30 a.m - 11.00 a.m .
wake up with a lil headache .
went to mai fvckin' campus .
writing an entry for this fvckin' blog .
hahahahahaha
xD
this day i woke up early at 05.30 a.m . not sent her a message .
went to my friends house til 8.00 a.m .
sleeping vo a while from 9.30 a.m - 11.00 a.m .
wake up with a lil headache .
went to mai fvckin' campus .
writing an entry for this fvckin' blog .
hahahahahaha
xD
Monday, December 1, 2008
my chart this day
[+ 44 - baby come on]
She's a pretty girl
She's always falling down
And I think I just fell in love with her
But she won't ever remember, remember
And I can always find her
At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk sincerity
A sad and lonely girl
Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby
And she said, "I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight I hate this fucking town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
But they won't ever remember, remember
So please take me far away
Before I melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me"
You sad and lonely girl
Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby
Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out
The past is only the future with the lights on
So quit crying your eyes out, baby
[30 seconds to mars - the kill]
:)
She's a pretty girl
She's always falling down
And I think I just fell in love with her
But she won't ever remember, remember
And I can always find her
At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk sincerity
A sad and lonely girl
Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby
And she said, "I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight I hate this fucking town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
But they won't ever remember, remember
So please take me far away
Before I melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me"
You sad and lonely girl
Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby
Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out
The past is only the future with the lights on
So quit crying your eyes out, baby
[30 seconds to mars - the kill]
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break...?
:)
# TEARS # [my lattest song]
this night seems to be past slower than a usual ..
the hourglass ticking as slow as it should be ..
leave the sadness with me ..
leave the tears within your eyes ..
why ?
is it because of IT ?
huh . i'm not sure of it ..
maybe the night will answer itself ..
so save your tears for later ..
save it for your happiness moment in u'r life ..
don't waste it for a thing like that ..
i know u can do it ..
i'm just a loser ..
not a though one ..
all i can give for you is just my useless words ..
nothin' more ..
[inspired by her story . wrutten on : friday 28/11/2008 at 8.40 p.m]
this night seems to be past slower than a usual ..
the hourglass ticking as slow as it should be ..
leave the sadness with me ..
leave the tears within your eyes ..
why ?
is it because of IT ?
huh . i'm not sure of it ..
maybe the night will answer itself ..
so save your tears for later ..
save it for your happiness moment in u'r life ..
don't waste it for a thing like that ..
i know u can do it ..
i'm just a loser ..
not a though one ..
all i can give for you is just my useless words ..
nothin' more ..
[inspired by her story . wrutten on : friday 28/11/2008 at 8.40 p.m]
a lil bit about me . [part 1]
hey all . if you read this post . you are officially infected by virus of autism .
*hahaha . gga jelas xp*
well . a lil bit 'bout me , eh ?
okay . my name is hariz anggara ken wibowo . but most of my friends called me by :
"hariz , oy riz , eh , woy, etc." so you can pick one of them to called me . heheh .
i was born in jakarta 19 years ago . exactly on august, 15 1989 .
my stupid face :
right now . i studied in state university of jakarta in a public relations academic field .
well . honestly studied in public relations field is far from exciting ya know ... i wish that i could studied in japanese field ... but fate says no ... well , sometimes our hope is different from reality right ?
heueheu
to be continued on part two ...
:DD
hello all . welcome to my blog . :DD
mm. ini account blogspot pertama gw. gw harap gw bisa manage blog ini dengan baik dan benar. dan bermanfaat bagi orang banyak.
*apaan sih ?*
amiiin
xD
well . next to upcoming post from me .
hehehehe
regards : hariz.screamous
*apaan sih ?*
amiiin
xD
well . next to upcoming post from me .
hehehehe
regards : hariz.screamous
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