captive obsessions ..

is this for real ?
are just from temporary ?
i don't know ...
but this feeling is so enormous ...

i can't stand like this too long ...
it will drove me crazy ...
makes me wanna stab a knife through my veins ...
and lick my blood with lust sensation ...

every time i watch you from here ...
envy spreading all over my nerves ...
makes me want to kill this feelings even more ...
then hate you with all of my thought ...

i want to realize ...
that you're just just my captive obsessions ...
i'll never be with you ...
cause you're seriously beyond my reach ...

and to be with you ...
is almost close to impossible ...
for a mere human like me ...
to fulfilled it ...

hariz.hopeless@yahoo.com

beyond your imagination ..

cuma mau iseng nge post ajah via mobile ..
mm dalam ingin mencapai ato mmilikin sesuatu , lo pasti pernah mikir : it's out of my reach , impossible , gga mungkin bwt gw , wew mimpi doang bwt gw , dll ..
ya itulah yg lagi gw rasain sekarang .. ingin meraih sesuatu .. tp it's almost close to impossible for me to gain it ..

yeah gw ralat omongan gw d post" sblmnya dmana gw pernah bilang : impossible is nothing ..
yah emang bener , dlm hidup gga ada yg gga mungkin . tp qt harus ngeliat kebelakang . qt harus mandang situasi . qt harus get real with the fact !
we can live this life just with fuckin HOPE !
we must struggle to achieve our dream !
and when the results is nothing .. we must accept the fact that we are not meant to be get it (the dream) ..

by : hariz anggara

just my imagination , illusion , or fake obsession ?

well , don't want to write lot of stuff rite now ...

right now , i'm in an extraordinary confusing situasion ... i was chasing something beyond my reach ...
i don't fuckin know why the hell am i chasing it ...
are it just my illusions ?
imagination ?
or just a fake obsession ?
i don't fvckin know ...

one thins that i clearly know is ...

i think i'm getting addicted to it ...

note : it here refers to someone ...

huffffh >,<

akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ...

after all those fvckin lectures , akhirnya gua kelar juga mata kuliah MANAJEMEN HUMAS dengan dosen ****** ******* (demi kelulusan , saya sensor) . heu . setelah 14x pertemuan yang menuntut konsentrasi [baca : daya tahan ngantuk] tingkat tinggi . akhirnya tepat pada pukul 07.45 WIB kemaren mata kuliah tersebut usai sudah !
*suara tanjidor dari kejauhan*
but wait a god damn minute !
senen minggu depan , exactly tanggal 30 januari gua akan menghadapi FINAL EXAM , as known as UAS . shit >.<
setelah hasil UTS yang sangat menggembirakan (gga dapet nilai) akhirnya gw harus menempuh UASnya senen besok . lalu persiapan apa aja yang akan gw lakukan dalam menghadapi ujian keparat tersebut ? here's the fuckin list :
1. berharap dapet tempat duduk yang tepat saat ujian , dan lepas dari sudut pandang si dosen . motto : posisi mempengaruhi prestasi
2. berharap mendapat soal yang mudah saat ujian .
3. berharap gw gga bangun kesiangan saat ujian .
4. berharap ujian dibatalkan dan di replace dengan tugas .
5. berharap si dosen lupa bahwa tanggal tersebut diadakan ujian .
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mm kenapa berharap semua ?
karena percuma aja belajar , materi bejibun , sedangkan soal cma 3 biji . what are you expected from that kind of exam ? good score ? nonsense ...
just wish lot of luck . hahaha :DD

udah lama gw gga nulis blog , jadi agak males mantainnya . heu . yud mau ngetik itu aja kok . dadoh ;p

saatnya bersih bersih !

seekor hariz bersih bersih ? NONSENSE banged !
hahahaha :)
wait wait . bersih bersih disini maksudnya bukan bersih bersih kamar , rumah , jendela , kolong tempat tidur , etc .
maksud dari bersih bersih ini tuh ceritanya hariz lagi mau ngebuang data data yang gga penting dari harddisk idupnya [baca : otak] . cz disk space nya udah mau penuh , jadi yang serasa gga penting mau dibuang gitu aja dah . hehe .
apakah bisa dibuang gitu ajaaa ?
well , kenapa gga bisa ? we said impossible cause we think that we can't do it . so what the fuck sith impossible ! jes said that you can do it , n hopefully you really can do it ! hehe sok wise banged dah gw :))

well , it almost one month i don;t write to this fuckin site eh ? it's been a long time huh . but start from now , i'll maintain this blog regularly :D

wait for the upcoming post from me dorks :p