captive obsessions ..

is this for real ?
are just from temporary ?
i don't know ...
but this feeling is so enormous ...

i can't stand like this too long ...
it will drove me crazy ...
makes me wanna stab a knife through my veins ...
and lick my blood with lust sensation ...

every time i watch you from here ...
envy spreading all over my nerves ...
makes me want to kill this feelings even more ...
then hate you with all of my thought ...

i want to realize ...
that you're just just my captive obsessions ...
i'll never be with you ...
cause you're seriously beyond my reach ...

and to be with you ...
is almost close to impossible ...
for a mere human like me ...
to fulfilled it ...

hariz.hopeless@yahoo.com